HaPPy HoLiDay...hahaha^^

yesterday is hari raya
we have go to malay people house
to celebrate hari raya ..
he is my father's friend
im so love eat his chicken
so delicious!!^^

today is national day
wooo~~ merdeka merdeka merdeka...
we have BBQ just now
this time the bbq so funny
before the bbq start
im didnt have mood
because my father so many enrage
make us no mood
but
after that my sister make me so happy
she teached me dance
the dance is funny lar
we dance until cant stop laughing
and my mum saw this moment
she also smile
because us play like crazy..
ahahaha..
so happy and so replete owh!!

hehehe...after spm
me and my lovely friends
also have a bbq and steamboat
we so like eat
we dont care so will fat
because we really like to eat mah!!

sad T_T

first time i meet you
me just want meet more friends
but
after we chat many more times in facebook
and
we also have sms by using handphone
when i am feeling so lonely
you must sms to me at that time
make me unlonely again..
so i'm very thanks to you

but now i'm feel some sad
because you delete my profile
from your list
so 
now i can't chat with you again
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad......
i'm really feel some sad now!!
T_T”

^_^cham = apy owh!!

today
we have go to school Yu Yuan
for the ceramah bahasa cina
first,
we stand at the back door YY
and watiting for the teacher voo coming
......

me at there
have saw many old friends
but all of them
saw me like don't meet me
aizz~~
so cham!!

in the hall,
im feel so cold
until my hand look like no any blood owh..
so white lar...
me also feel a little scare loh
because i don't meet all of them
and that is not my school
so not feel good owh!!
but the ceramah is early finish
so we go to shopping lowh

we go many places
make my legs so tired
and feel some pain
especially is my left leg
my left leg like want fracture
so so so~~pain lah
until can't  stand and walk...
but me also feel happy lar
ahahahaha...

although my leg is pain
but i also feel happy..
wish myself can happy
everytime and everyday...
^v^''

happy day...^_^

i think today is my lucky day
so many happy things comes..
ahaha^_^

first i don't think happy
because feel so lonely
and
 have some angry
because my ict result not good
but that is pass lar!!
then
when i back my class
my classmate, atika tell me
before that they have do a spot check
only for class 5.3 n 5.4
and
the airport's have somethings
got hijack ..
her friend, carrot leg
will got hijack the handphone
but after that
she get back her handphone
because pazzy say
if the handphone is off
they can get back
if on
they must wait until spm lar!!

ok,
now your handphone get back already
but
don't give me a chance
 have see you again play the handphone
when study time
at that time
i will tell teacher 
to hijack your handphone until forever..

ahaha..
may be have some people say me evil
but
even you do something
make me angry
is it me will do evil to you??
if your brain not handicapped
you can know
why me hate you
and me want do like that..

the third thing is
my m3 can get good result
and the chemistry paper 1
can add mark until better than before
....

and the last thing is
the bahasa cina's ceramah
have changing the time
only until 1.30pm
so i have some time
stay at mile 4 with friends
hehehe,,..^v^

past tense friend

friend,
is it you really want be my friend..
why i can't feel it?

friend,
we meet from nursery school
we also same class when primary school
until secondary school we just same school ...
we already 12 years be friend..
may be i don't always with you when primary school,
but after we study in secondary school,
i'm really want be your best friend..

when time form 1,
we always together any where and any times...
but
after you meet my classmate,
you start don't care me again..
and
you say a sentences that is so hurt me
it is
"you don't want care me again,
you just want with my classmate only"
may be you feel that is just kidding
but you don't know
me is so hurt after i heard that!!
T_T'''

now i want our friendship can forever
but you do something that will make me so angry
and so dissapoint to you many times
not me don't want continue our friendship
is you want break our friendship...
me already so hard want to take care our friendship
but you always do something
to break it..
so i can't patient with you again
i'm really so so so dissapoint with you
now i want be a evil girl
that is not me wanted
is you..is you...
force me do like that!!
now i always do evil to you,
do you think that is really me wanted..
really me want break with you,
all the matter happen
not my business
is yourself make me must do like that,,,
the things that is make me very very very dissapoint to you
it is
not you do that things
is you don't feel yourself is wrong,
you just know me always do evil to you
but
you must think before that
what you do about to me..
do you know that is so hurt me?
i know you don't know
because you are always like that..
so you don't feel it...

my lonely is you give me
my no mood is you make it
my angry also is you make it
how i want to patient with you again
do you think
me is a patient girl??
sorry, i can tell you
all of you that meet me
already know me is a impatient girl!!

so,
i didn't stop my evil
until you know your wrong ...

每天的阳光

伤心和委屈的时候，
可以放声大哭，
但是哭完后记得洗把脸，
然后拍拍自己的脸，
挤出一个微笑给自己看。
告诉自己，
哭完了，
就该忘掉，
然后重新开始。
记得，
每天的阳光都是新的。
sunshine always be my side..
hehehe...^_^

低落的心情

有时候突然就心情很低落,
不想说话也不想动。
别人问起，
也不知道该怎样回答。
也许是因为突然看见的一句话，
也许是看见某个物体联想到了什么，
也许是从朋友那听来的一件小事，
也许什么都不是，
很多事情不需要理由，
也没有理由。
这样的情绪有人可以理解吗?

Wall Photos

lonely in my life

lonely is always in my life
i can't take away my lonely..
i can't smile everyday
because lonely already take place in my life
smiling is already take away so far...
may be all of you see me
smile every time
but
in my heart
is so sad and no mood
and i just don't want my friends
worry me
i'm very hard to smile with all of you
but
really i can't smile true...
my life have too many the problem
make me always be a sad girl

who can help me
take away the lonely
give a chance to smile
everytime...
please?!