past tense friend

friend,
is it you really want be my friend..
why i can't feel it?

friend,
we meet from nursery school
we also same class when primary school
until secondary school we just same school ...
we already 12 years be friend..
may be i don't always with you when primary school,
but after we study in secondary school,
i'm really want be your best friend..

when time form 1,
we always together any where and any times...
but
after you meet my classmate,
you start don't care me again..
and
you say a sentences that is so hurt me
it is
"you don't want care me again,
you just want with my classmate only"
may be you feel that is just kidding
but you don't know
me is so hurt after i heard that!!
T_T'''

now i want our friendship can forever
but you do something that will make me so angry
and so dissapoint to you many times
not me don't want continue our friendship
is you want break our friendship...
me already so hard want to take care our friendship
but you always do something
to break it..
so i can't patient with you again
i'm really so so so dissapoint with you
now i want be a evil girl
that is not me wanted
is you..is you...
force me do like that!!
now i always do evil to you,
do you think that is really me wanted..
really me want break with you,
all the matter happen
not my business
is yourself make me must do like that,,,
the things that is make me very very very dissapoint to you
it is
not you do that things
is you don't feel yourself is wrong,
you just know me always do evil to you
but
you must think before that
what you do about to me..
do you know that is so hurt me?
i know you don't know
because you are always like that..
so you don't feel it...

my lonely is you give me
my no mood is you make it
my angry also is you make it
how i want to patient with you again
do you think
me is a patient girl??
sorry, i can tell you
all of you that meet me
already know me is a impatient girl!!

so,
i didn't stop my evil
until you know your wrong ...